Happy New Year and Update!

soooo...! its a new year , So happy New year to my Invisible readers and hoping you guys make some great changes this year and i have new experiences to share. For one Currently am having a non-official relationship with someone. I don't know what it is about this guy but he's definitely different. I feel un-attach while getting what i want. For people they would call it friends with benefit but i don't see it to be that or in that category since a lot more is involve. He's magically made me forget all stress and problem in my life and i don't understand it. Am so happy and can deal with anything and not feel the repercussion from it. Its bothers me how i end up in it since i kept advocating Being Single and celibacy no matter how miserable and slightly alone i felt.

I can keep going on about this great mystery but i have other updates to put out. Anyway, i past my math finally but sadly fail my FS class ( i guess i put all my effort and focus on the math that i didn't try my best in this class) Since ive taken this fall semester off i plan to change my grade to make it look...pretty... i guess. And while i wont be attending my college i despise and has ruin my life i will be trying to get in to a dental assistance profession program so i may earn and save and have an paid internship to help smooth out the bumps in my life. On another note My relationship with my mom is still on the same level, arguments and fights then moving on. The same cycle that never ends between me and her but i could care less because am goal forward this year and my main objective is moving out? and starting over?.

Other then that i could do better....and speaking of college ruining life, i found out the balance in loans i owe is 30000 :/ sounds painful when you know your going to be paying for the rest of your life. Changing topics for Christmas i got a bayonetta game from Camille ( i got her lords and Taylor Pjs day after), best gift ever! i've played that game so much i still manage to suck be good even though i've beaten it 5 times lol you would think after the 5th time the game would become easier for you. Oh yeah on a sad note am no-longer best friends with my Ex-buddy Andrez apparently on a past and unresolved issue he felt doing low blows like my mom would be what i deserve for being his friend. On another post ill post up the text convo that lead to a bitter ending. Despite my new hate for him i still love his daughter and can only wish the best for his family. To add salt to the wound the same day i was texting him i was also texting my Awkward Ex ( Who i finally gotten over but still make me feel like shit but not knowing it)While in a furious text battle with my Ex-Best friend ; My Ex-Boy friend was announcing his his vacation-Return to new york to which i sent out a chain text to all my male Friends in my phonebook and to his replies( there was more) it only to left me feeling aggravated and pissed. <----oh and that along with being sick push me in to the arms of someone new in the time when i was cutting everyone off but that another post to go on about.

How is life now? its not at its best but it is enjoyable now. Only walls are male friends who want to leave the friend zone and get with me and being un-employed.



Lets see what else...school-check, Love? interest-Check, Friends- Semi-Check,Mother Daughter relationship - Ehh and Stress- No complaints life -Contented Technology- Well i could use a new laptop and more xbox360 games and probably a portable Drive that's like 4gigs of space. Anime- its slowly getting better, Comic - less devotion and God- I just keep on praying...... Oh How could i forget the most important thing ..... Guess what....I have Two beautiful 3 Month old Niece and nephew who can put a small on anyone's face and i go to the gym like everyday and do kick boxing so Yay for me but i noticed since i went to the gym i've been gaining weight and eating more then usual don"t know if its the training or the winter( yea probably this) but i need to step up now. ok So am outta Here! ....Oh yea yes my cat is still alive and spazzing.

Green Me and Skeet lol