just need to clear mind

dunno how to get things off my chest always coming out wrong i dont even know if i did the right descion to confess. i should of just ignore it from the beginning and pretend it never happen or wish i had some way of explaining things with out no one getting hurt sigh no i can do about it the deed is done!


ma______ (1:23:19 AM): why? h____ played the whole shit off
Cekococo (1:23:58 AM): huh? explain
ma______ (1:24:34 AM): he said we could've just told him
ma______ (1:26:04 AM): lol i dont think he understood how u feel upt to today
Cekococo (1:27:04 AM): he never will he said it wasnt fair cuz i was with d____ and k_____ so why cant he do the same
Cekococo (1:27:31 AM): the thing is he set me up with kadeem and with davidv i was depress because of him its not like i wanted to
Cekococo (1:28:21 AM): he doesnt understand how hurt i felt and how i try to do what ever to over come it
ma______ (1:28:46 AM): lol! jesus christ u serious? he's just confused like i said he'll never get it
Cekococo (1:28:48 AM): my poems are just expression of bent up angusih but he'll never knw thta
Cekococo (1:29:32 AM): if i was ever honest to him would of never believe so might as well and not waste my words
m_______ (1:30:03 AM): oh well ditch him chick it aint worth the pain!
Cekococo (1:30:17 AM): yea i knw